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Yesterday's Love by Alien13, literature

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Yesterday's Love

Better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all Or so the saying goes... But love that's true is not so easily gone It endures and survives deep in the heart It spreads through everything in your life Growing deeper and stronger every moment And when that love is broken it is far from dead Like a plant cut at the stalk with it's roots intact True love will bury itself deeper to survive While never dying and never disappearing Everyday bringing reminders of the love still there Always burrowing and growing but never forgotten The pain of loss growing from the tendrils of memory Infecting every moment with heartache

Why... by Alien13, literature

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Why...

Will I ever move on Will I ever find another Why is the pain still not gone Why should I even bother When I close my eyes I still see your face Every night I think of what we had Memories of us still make my heart race I wish I knew why I made it all go bad You were the only one I ever wanted You were everything I had ever dreamed Now without you my heart is haunted But everything was not as it seemed I shattered the love you had for me But the shards fell deep into my soul Now I fear my heart will never be free And my soul will never again be whole Not a single day has gone by That I haven't thought of you And everything I

Darkness by Alien13, literature

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Darkness

Why does it still hurt so much When I've already lost your touch You've been lost for a long time And I know you're not mine But my heart still fails me You're the only one I can see With others I talk about it, I admit it But nonetheless I can't move past it You'll always be my only one And without you I just feel numb And I know you don't like it There's nothing I can do about it At one time we had it all But I fell and lost it all You went on and found another But I can't move unless we're together I miss having you at my side And with you I lost my pride I feel worthless and alone Even scared to call you on the phone I

Trapped in a dream by Alien13, literature

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Trapped in a dream

I've seen you from afar I've talked to you up close It still hurts that we're apart But that's life I suppose I watched you cry I felt your tears It hurt so much inside As we realized our fears I broke it all I took the fall Too late I knew I tried to save you I helped you pick up, move on By throwing myself back down I watched you walk away With nothing I could say I love you now, I loved you then What did I do, what happened to me I don't know where to begin I was blinded and couldn't see I ruined everything we had I couldn't be what you deserved I know I made you mad But you, I never deserved I tried to find another

The One by Alien13, literature

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The One

A flower in eternal bloom With beauty surpassing all One to place beside your heart To look upon with daily joy A flower of eternal doom has me in an endless fall Grown into an inseparable part Never be removed from this boy I'm no longer able to see the beauty for the thorns All that's left is memory And pain that's ever reborn To dull a thorn Is to only find more Having grown from the panic Of an erring hopeless romantic They grow at a rampant pace As the flower turns away its face They burrow deep in my heart Ever becoming a greater part All the more inseparable The damage now irreparable But the flower's always there

Lost by Alien13, literature

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Lost

I'm falling...falling, unable to stop Where is my heart, I can't find it Stumbling through the darkness I try to find escape but none exists My heart is gone, shattered and lost And it's taking the rest of me along My soul is cracking, my self is fading I took a false step...and now I'm gone Always, all ways...I've lost my hope Eternity was shorter than I thought The strength waned, the bond cracked The strength failed, the bond snapped My lifeline is gone...my salvation gone Doomed to stumble and fall forever... I tried to climb back to where I used to be But the darkness overwhelms, holds me back I need my heart...but it's g

A Lost Heart by Alien13, literature

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A Lost Heart

My world has been crumbling And it feels like I'm tumbling Falling down into the deep But my eyes just will not weep I've lost the shining light of grace If I can never see your face Your voice seems lost so far away Left in a place a cannot stay The healing you caused within my heart Feels like it's being ripped apart I tell myself you're all okay Safe and sound all tucked away I try to let my mind let go And tell myself it isn't so That you're still standing here with me It's just so hard when I can't see You're lost to me in sound and sight And my heart has left and taken flight Searching for the love it holds so dear At

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Eyes by Alien13, literature

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Eyes

As I go walking, mingling and meandering I can't help but notice, the eyes around me Watching, staring, scowling, hatred and confusion The eyes of those whom I don't consort with The eyes of those who see me as different...as wrong To those my views are alien, and frightening My views are so strange they can't comprehend them So I am shunned and ignored, insulted and laughed at They make jokes and laugh, to make themselves feel bigger So to those eyes I laugh back, and I show no fear They are frightened of my differences, so they look down I do not shy from those eyes, glaring down into mine I stare right back at them, not up nor

No Title by Alien13, literature

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No Title

I sit here staring into nothingness Feeling empty and utterly hopeless I let the darkness surround me Making my eyes unable to see I can feel everyone has left Leaving my broken heart bereft Left behind without a home Left so cold and all alone I feel the knife in my hands And soon I will depart these lands As I raise the blade below my chin Across my face appears a grin They did what they thought they could But their prayers have done no good I slide the blade and feel the blood Pouring down my chest like a flood As my clothes all turn to red I can forget all they've said This life was never meant to stay And now it's time

A Lost Heart by Alien13, literature

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A Lost Heart

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The One

Trapped in a dream by Alien13, literature

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Maybe, Just Maybe by theloveofspeed, literature

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Maybe, Just Maybe

Tonight as I lay my head, that last second, the last thought, it will be yours of your beauty it'll be yours, and maybe if I prayed, if I got down onto my knees and begged then maybe, just maybe you could join me, and I could wrap my arms around you, watching as you breathed in and out, as your chest rises and falls, maybe, just maybe if I prayed real hard, the gods would pity me, and I could sleep by you, your beauty, your warmth, I could hold you close, and not let go, maybe, hopefully.

One Question, Unanswered by xXMoonlightShadowXx, literature

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One Question, Unanswered

I still love you, yet do you love me? We chose different people, we both went our own separate ways. I guess I regret it. I guess I didn't mean it, but my question to you, is do you truly mean it? To leave me for another. I can't tell you the answer myself. My hearts beating to fast to tell, but what I'm trying to say. I guess, is that I love you too. I know now that the truth, but do you feel the same way, is my question unanswered.

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Current Residence: Asheville.
Favourite genre of music: anything except country <shudders> or rap
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MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Favourite cartoon character: Calvin and Hobbes (they count as 1 right?)
Personal Quote: "Pain is an illusion of the senses, Despair is an illusion of the mind."

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Alien13

Jan 18, 2008

A New Year

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Well, it's time for a change I suppose.  One should always look to the future and not let the past drag them down.  Advice I should have followed a lot sooner.  Now I've got a car again I'm going to travel a little more (work and school allowing) and spend my time rather than waste it.  I'm going to start taking stock photography of nature so if anyone has any requests or suggestions I'd be glad to try and accommodate you.

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Alien13

Aug 2, 2007

New Story

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I think I'm finally going to start posting bits of a story I'm writing up here.  This is only the firstish draft so I know it still needs a lot of work...that means I encourage criticism, both positive and negative because I need feedback from someone with no previous knowledge about the story.  The first post should be up sometime this week, not sure how long I should make each section so any thoughts are welcome. And just in case anyone cares the "Memories" playlist is something I started in April this year and I occasionally add more songs when I run across one that seems fitting. Currently the playlist is as such: (In order of addition

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Jul 14, 2007

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Send Her My Love - Journey It's been so long Since I've seen her face You say she's doin' fine I still recall a sad cafe How it hurt so bad to see her cry I didn't want to say goodbye Send her my love Memories remain Send her my love Roses never fade Send her my love The same hotel The same old room I'm on the road again She needed so much more Than I could give We knew our love could not pretend Broken hearts can always mend Send her my love Memories remain Send her my love Roses never fade Send her my love Callin' out her name I'm dreamin' Reflections of a face I'm seein' It's her voice That keeps on haunting me